I am here, confidence, strength, proud.
But wait, who is this? oh
its gone. what ever happened? Taken within seconds.
without realisation, without defences… why
You trusted him its your fault
You choose to do this to yourself, it is not his fault
He said he loved you.
He said it is because you weren’t like her
But you love him, make it right
You aren’t her
You aren’t good enough
He may change his mind when he see your efforts
Wait now your shoes and bank card are gone
You can’t go to sixth form without shoes or money
Where could I have placed it?
He didn’t take it. he said so himself.
He wouldn’t lie. He LOVES you.
Stupid fat girl forgetting things.
Don’t eat today you’re better than that.
He will love you more.
3 stone down.
Where is the difference?
‘Who else is going to love you, look at you?’
He is right.
Look at you.
You will never know love again without him.
I am doing this for me, not him
KEEP TELLING YOURSELF THAT
I’m good I know what domestic violence is…
This is not it.
I am in control.
Just need to show him that I am trying
He will stop this
He says he is sorry all the time
I believe him
He wouldn’t hurt me on purpose
He loves me….